A two-toned day

Today was good. But then bad.

Good cos Dan invited me to go shopping with her and it was fun. And we both got some good buys! Such as a purple littlepurse/clutch/bag and a nice red top for me... and a skirt, leggings and a black bag for Danielle. And then we had chocolate milkshakes with Lexie at her work cos she was on a break. Was good to see her cos I havnt seen her in so long. After we finished looking around we walked back to Dan's house hoping it wouldn't start pouring rain on us (luckily it didn't), where we looked up some places on net where we could go this weekend. Which was all lots of fun and got me out of the house for once!! Thanx dan for a good day!!

But that note also leads me to the bad part of the day... I don't know what's wrong with me. My enthusiasm for the weekend is quickly evaporating - I really want to see the band on Friday, but I have noone to go with because my sister said I can't go with her (only because I was planning on wearing a red top and apparently she was too - which I didn't know) and then if friends are going out Friday night then it just becomes hectic! I could just go see band and then meet up with frieds... or go see band and not meet friends... or go with friends and not see band. ...I don't want to be organising it anymore. It would mean a lot less stress if I wasn't even invited - except that I don't wish that i wasn't invited cos that would make me sad too. And then I don't have a way to get home from the city adventure anyway, cos transport doesn't run to Berowra - instead it stops at Hornsby. So then it's just that the whole thing is a disorganised heap of stress that I could do without and I feel like I don't want to do anything anymore and would much rather curl up at home in front of the fire with a hot chocolate and watch a chick flick with my mum. ... Why does everything apart from that make me so anxious???

*sigh* I needed to let that out. I was talking to my mum about it and I had to just walk out of the room cos I could feel tears welling up and I didn't want to be the baby 'crying over spilt milk'.

On a brighter note, next Thursday I am going to pancakes on the rocks with a bunch of uni mates ... atm those ppl being Laura (huffy), Em, Megs and Liv ... so that should be a good day.

Anyway, msn conversations are going mad at the moment, so I must go.