Today is a boring day. I don't think i said more than 10 words in that 2hr tute this morning. I didn't even laugh at the things that other people were laughing at. I think my predicted 'crash' is upon me. It's like last night, Megan was telling me about conversations and situations from Saturday night, which apparantly I was present for, but i don't have any memory of them. I feel so bad, cos i don't even remember the whole leaving/goodbye part of the night, and apparantly i didnt say goodbye to Cam and he thought that i was going to ask him something when i was leaving, but i seriously don't know if i was or not, cos i dont remember it!!!
For those ppl who don't already know, I have not been sleeping for the past month now. Some nights i get only 2 hrs sleep, but am averaging about 4hrs. Which by my standards is crap, considering i used to get 7-8hrs sleep. So I am currently creating a sleeping pattern. Which will involve me getting up at 6am every weekday and 7:30 on weekends. Which sounds horrible to some of you, but will not actually screw me over any more than the current situation. And I'm not allowed any caffeine after midday (so no chocolate). And I have to move the clock in my room so i can't see it. ... And i think it will take probably about a month of following this routine to get me back on track. ... Now i just need to have discipline.
2 posts in 2 days. Proud of me Justine?
1 comment:
Rather impressive. And substantial postage even.
I'm glad you were there on Friday. Stupid having to work because everyone else decides to have days off.
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